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For you...

2008-11-02T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hey a post dedicate to my xiao mei, Grace.

A girl I knew from RP Crusade.
A cute girl. Funny too. Nicey.
Like to smile, and laugh.
Play guitar well. *which i learn for very long, BUT still havent master it.
Quiet at times.
Go facebook almost everyday?? *am i right?!?
Able to eat quite some bitsss
Love God. and meee i guess. *haha

Must hang out more kkaes, so i could know you more! hahahahaha.

I will try to post more~

Birthday

2008-05-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

On 25th May, gotten a surprise!
my mummy gotten my friends in crusade to come and join in the celebration.
Though some message was leak, but i am indeed still surprise with the amount of people over, and wat my mummy did for me. =)

mmm.. guess my face didnt show it?
I am indeed very happy with my friends coming all the way down to boon lay though some live around the east area. =)

thank my family too, for celebrating with me.
I dont remember much surprises in my life, seems planned and ask me to invite friends *that when i am really young.
But this is really a surprise surprise. haha.

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Previously was still struggling with an issue, thank God for not giving up me; and once again I chose to serve God, and look upon Him, and wait.
Really wait, wanting to know the answer very much, but God has his plan for me.
So I gonna sit down, and open my ears and set my heart right, and waiting Him to sent me. =)

Ever since back from the trip, and back to school; everything seems quite in a mess and lost.
Yearning to hear from Him, but He chose to remain silent.
Guess is gonna be a big big challenge again. =/
But guess God will prepare me.
yup.

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2008-05-20T08:20:00.002+08:00

Realize time flies!
Still remember that i am super sian to go to school during April,
but now is coming to the end of term 1 of semester 1.
Haha.. 2 more weeks to holiday!!!

But which means that FYP dateline is drawing near near near... ... ...
=) sia la...

Happy coding the website the whole of yest nite. thinking of how to load the photo.
Wah took hour looo.. but is good! finally change the front page. ho ho..

... Realisation...

2008-05-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA

Came to realise that i have quite an amount of work not done..
FYP: minutes + interview not typed, research still not complete
Crusade: haven type minutes, haven meet up with the relevant IC to check-out, haven update the website!!!
Church: haven type minutes toos!

I shall use my OFFICIAL off-day tml to do it... keke..

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Finally! able to open the EA thanksgiving newsletter...
I am really impressed with my mummies and daddies contribute to the design, layout, content of the newsletter, is SUPER DUPER NICEY!

hahahaha. Thanks for the hard work! =)
*ask me to show u if you want to see ya.. * hoho..

...many many updates...

2008-05-01T21:09:00.003+08:00

A big THANK YOU to... ...

Wan Teng
Yvonne
Cheryl
Jerome

for making for the E&P comm meeting early in the morning 9am @ Raffles Link, StarBucks

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Have a great day of catching up with AMBER on the 25th April after my lesson @ esplanade. Catching up on the Mission trips that we have, the days where we didn't meet up for DG.

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Some updates on my back, still pain but thank God that it didn't break. hee.
Still quite in strain. =)
Went to back to the doctor again, to crack again.
But don't see much help either.

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For those who are interested to pray for China.. Could go to this link http://www.808chinablessing.org/en/

And the 10 constant prayer days had started too.. from 1st May to 10th May...
http://www.globaldayofprayer.com/10days.php

Have a blessed days ahead!

part 2 to my back

2008-04-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

Went to see a chinese doctor for the back which hurts for the past few days, not able to sit and stand properly, cant bend forward or backwards, not able to sleep properly too.

as the doctor is checking what wrong, realize that the left side (which is my sprained ankle + the bang side) is 1 inch differ from my right side, and the nerves and muscle really hurts.
dont really know how to say, want to know, ask me in person ya. hee hee.

After the visitation is better le, my back can somehow bend, Thanks and Praise God for that, coz in the morning i thought i will be paralyzed on the bed cause I just cant get up, but but still manged to sit up on the bed while biting my teeth. hee

Praise and Thank God that i am still able to walk and get back each day. =)

...my back...

2008-04-22T21:38:00.002+08:00

my back is pain pain pain, is not just aching but PAIN!
Praying hard that it will not be any injury from the
BANG or
OPERATION~

hee hee.

Have fun in class, have been laughing, doing work and stuffs.
Learning to find and feel JOY in class...

... End of Second School Week...

2008-04-18T18:44:00.002+08:00

It has really been a hectic and tiring week for me.
FYPing, doing interviewing, school work, late nites, not enough sleep,feeling sleepy in class, nodding all the way. hee.

BUT BUT!
God is gracious, finally today today 18th April!
Good module today, somehow quite easy.
Reached home at SIX! I cant believe this, this is the first time I reached home before the night falls!
Finished my RJ!
Able to watch TV!
Able to revive my blog!
Able to just simply REST!
Able to think and pray for the RPCCC and comm and cell.
Able to just simply rest in God's words, playing piano!

heee. With Him, everything is possible.
Thank God! =)

Prayer, Fasting and Evangelism

2007-09-24T08:08:00.000+08:00

Something to share from the book 'Fireseeds'
'Prayer is the key to effective evangelism'

By Dr Kim:
'There is no shortcut for evangelism aparty from prayer.'

'Prayer gives vision for evangelism. Evangelism without prayer is HOLLOW and INEFFECTIVE.'

Prayer gives rise to evagelism. when combine prayer and fasting, with evagelism and training, with an emphasis on the filling of the Holy Spirit by faith, you have SPIRITUAL EXPLOSION.

Some thoughts till the chapter on Explo'74
I think that if Korea a small country among the rest could trust in God for revival and awakening to take place, why not rp being the smallest among the rest of the poly. If they could gather people to pray and even have huge conferences, then why not rp. I want to trust in God to send that something into each and every one of us. P.U.S.H =)

Pray

2007-09-21T08:13:00.000+08:00

By Dr. Kim
...we are all students in the school of prayer. we are always learning and we never graduate. to be effective in prayer, we pray...

By Billy Graham
...'the secret of revival is first prayer, second prayer, and thrid prayer'...

By Dr. Kim
...prayer is as necessary to spiritual health as breathing is to physical health...

Sharing with you guys something about prayer from the book: fireseeds from Korea to the World. =)

Faithfulness

2007-09-19T09:55:00.000+08:00

“Faith is holding on to the faithfulness of God and, as long as you do that, you cannot go wrong. Faith does not look at the difficulties. . . . Faith does not look at itself or at the person who is exercising it. Faith looks at God . . . . Faith is interested in God only, and it talks about God and it praises God and it extols the virtues of God. The measure of the strength of a man’s faith, always, is ultimately the measure of his knowledge of God. . . . He knows God so well that he can rest on the knowledge. And it is the prayers of such a man that are answered.”

Life is not always fair, but God is always faithful.
-from the daily bread 19th Sep 2007-

welcome tea!!

2006-10-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

hey people!! thanks people who read about my blog... and pray for the survey recruitement and welcome tea... love ya ppl...

hmmm... the welcome tea ish yesterday... we actually have around 80 contacts but only around 7 to 8 people turn up... though ish a bit discouraging, but really thanks God to bring that few people who turn up for the welcome tea... there is a few under my contacts sae that they will tell to come next time round... hee hee.. praise the Lord, for bringing them there...

The welcome tea ish a success man!! yea... the worship, the vision casting, the launch of 5-3-1 and others... and of coz TP crusaders came too!! yea man!! miss them all so much.. haha... shall go to their LM one fine day... hopefully can ba... hee hee...

ohya... and there is a facilitator in our school who is an ex-crusader.. he came to join us and share something with us during the welcome tea.. really thanks God who bring him here in RP...

and ohya... thanks to the TRP crusaders.... everyone known me as dingdong.. so nice wor... haha....

hmmmm.... shall blog other time... and ppl thanks!! and pls tag.. hee hee...

DING DONG!!!

-smilez-
-ding dong-

2006-10-02T08:14:00.000+08:00

hey hey i realise ish benn long i since last update my blog.. oops..
hmm... ish already a new semester for me, where a lot students are in thier end-of-year exam..
new semester, new class, my class doesnt seems to bond as well as my last class, or issit that i always not in class.. hee.. hmmm.. somehow the class still wierd wierd.. hope we will bond up soon..

and also today crusade gonna recruit ppl!! we are targetting christain only this time long.. ish gonna be exciting.. this ish the D com side... whereas the E com gonna start the 5-3-1 project soon.. haha.. have been seeing and praying which 5 to start with.. hee hee... have a few in mind le..

that all for now... shall update again after the survey ish done..

been a long time...

2006-09-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

waha... again!! ish been a long time i last update my blog le..
hee hee.. sorry la.. but i doubt got ppl read..

anw... jus to update those who read abt this dunno how many weeks of holidays..
hmm.. 24th aug!! went to send auntie tan off to australia (anw.. she ish back from austr but off to HK le) then went to east coast to celebrate gerlisa bdae and to have a RP retreat ba.. not very sure why got such event.. then got 'force' to ride bicycle which didnt ride for super long, and oso dont dare to cycle too.. but didnt get the single bicycle instead the double with uncle ZK.. at first quite scared but after which have fun liao.. haha.. hmm.. didnt regret playing la.. though later part got injured on my knee.. haha.. but still must thanks uncle ZK for cycling so much.. i didnt cycle much.. hee hee..

the injuries on the knee caused some difficulty to walk... so didnt went for the dinner with our facilitator and class at causeway de seoul garden heard tt he treated them, a pity i missed the treat, but ish okay la.... other time ba... oso miss one trip to sunlove.. the aunties and uncles there must have miss me!! haha..

then the next few days oso did nothing much... actually wanna go watch SNAKE ON PLANE and MONSTER HOUSE de.. but ppl around all like super busy lor... then forget it lor.. haiz...

then 31st AUG.. went back to secondat school for teachers' day celebration... met up quite a few friends!! of coz.. my dear 3 friends!! angela, ber and eu!! we 4 so ke lian in our respective school.. anw.. we must jia you at our own role!! going for sushi buffet on the upcoming friday!! yeah!!

pretty nothing much..

hmmmm.. really looking forward to POLY SUBMIT, SUSHI BUFFET, DGs, LMs, disciple lesson!! hee hee... oh and i think our RP retreat or wat.. not confirm yet!! and oso the new list of ppl who ish in my class soon!!

ohya.. the sat tt jus pass.. the first time with the CDAC kids.. my class is K2 kids.. so active lor... let me test my memory see i can still remmeber.. hahaha.. 9 students in all jervin(super talkative and funny), owen, wei qiang, yi wei, yi cheng, bo kai (cute boy), li ping, eik shang and min yee.. the RP students are joel, maya, aisha and syazwani...

we are having a ice breaking game, wacko, jus a small part of it to share, when someone holding the newspaper roll nd point at jervin, instead of saying the other name, he start moving back even crawl underneath the tablle lor!! haha.. ohya... tt joel the only guy there for tt session, he came in late so never intro himself, then the kids ask he 'force' them to say the name as handsome gor gor.. which ish super NOT true can.. in the end he ma lu himself anw.. haha..

then tested the kids if they remember the 4 jie jies names, they dont remember the other 3 names!! but when pointed me.. they straight away sae MAGGIE JIE JIE!! so happie!! they actually remember!!! so nice... hahaha.. or maybe my name ish jus too easy to remember ba... haha.. maaggie which always link to maggi noodle!! haha... but nvm.. they remember my name... lalala.. hee hee...

hmmm... ish late liao and nth to update le.. hee.. update soon.. and pls tag!!

first time...

2006-08-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

Whaha... can you believe it?? these 3 days tt i didnt go school, ish my first ever 3 times not going to school when holidays are not here yet.. haha..
FIRST TIME!!!

haha.. anw.. watched the movie [CLICK] today!! with auntie tan, mummy, uncle simon, estella and mine tu di, yu ki.
haha.. u ppl must really go watch it!! veri veri nicey... touching~~ i think all teared?? haahaa.. not sure oso.. hee hee.. ask them if u wanna find out...

that all for now... update soon!!

and pls TAG!! or else i will be the one taggin again lor... hee hee...

Great experience todae!!

2006-07-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

Decided to change to the skin that I used on the other blog, coz it worked!! Unlike the new skin that I used recently, that something went wrong, but dunno wat issit, for I don’t understand the codes, so many letters and numbers…

Anyway, todae went to Sunlove (ish like a community centre for those needy elderly). Me, 3 of my classmates and our senior, went to help out. We signed to attend this ceremony on Tuesday, then on Friday, the advisor of our SLC told us that the press is going to shoot us! Then she continue…. We are going to somehow ‘work/help’ for show during the purposely shots! That was so ding dong lor… Can? But still somehow ‘act’ for the shots, then ended up on the news(todae) and newspaper tml ba..

Hmmm.. the good experience is that previously SLC—CDAC—Sunlove project organizes a trip to sunlove to interact with the people there, but I didn’t attend for I am too tired to go that week. So take this opportunity to interact with them.

At first, when we entered the place, I smiled, but they gave me the weird face for that instance I felt like an idiot. But at the end of the day my friend told me the same thing!! Haha… at least I am not the only one.. hee hee… After which we take the initiative to talk to elderly there, quite fun.

Though the filming part was quite fake, but the scenario at the second house was really really WAHOO!

Imagine this…
Walk in the room where there is a pathway to the kitchen area. Everywhere else is things. Then there is a smell, lots of bugs, flies..

then I suppose to take a cloth, rinse it, then clean the table. Then I only saw a cloth, should sae black cloth, then with food on it, flies flying around. Then of course, I took it without second thoughts, as I walk towards the kitchen to rinse it, then the auntie walked to me and take the cloth and threw it away, saying ish veri dirty already and pass me the other cloth and she rinse it for me.

The scenario of the kitchen is even WAHOO!! The sink ish filled with water, inside there are plates and bowls that is not washed, then on the floor there is a basin with turtles/ tortoises/ or dunnot watt t called anw, the water in the basin is filled with algae, then the stove there are patches of dirts.. then there are lots of lots of flies and bug around.

Then the table, underneath the table there is a pail, inside ish dunno wat and mosses growing on it…

After all this, really feel fortunate to have to wonderful home… is not tt I never see before, is that I never really do it practically before. Hahha..

After which, is the giving of things ceremony from some directors of dunno where, issit RP?? No idea.. can you see the smile from their face when they take the stuffs?? They have asked me quite a few times, when they can take the stuffs?? They are yielding for the minute to take the present and go to the buffet..

Beneath the smile what can you see??? Loneness, for their kids didn’t really bother about them..

So don’t see people with a smile always means deep down them ish happie.. jus like Maggie… waha… see her smile smile everydae.. like so happy… noone knows except GOD knows what she is thinking la.. haha.. nvm abt the ding dong gal la…

Anyway, one more thing to sae.. at the very very first, I joined SLC for one thing – CE points!! Haha.. coz my senior tell me, SLC a lot CE points some even clear their points in first yr.. haha.. but now.. I feel tt I joined coz I really wanna help them!! Haha… wat a good gal am I!! I am under 3 of the projects tt SLC have. Which is the CDAC, for a group of kids tt is from low-income family, we are going to teach them some stuffs, the age grp we choose is 4 to 7… then the other project which is sunlove together with CDAC, for it is under the same project head, finally the third project, working with the hospice, the people who live there are ppl with cancer and left with only a few years, this project is still not on yet.. but soon.. those interested must really commit themselves into the project. The kids one, we make a duration of 2 and half months to see if it work, if yesh, then continue, the sunlove project is lasting for 1 year… haha.. looks like my sleeping time on sat ish gone.. haha..

Okay la.. wat a long post.. haha.. take care ppl!!

share of some verses...

2006-07-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

'Listen to my words, O Lord, and hear my
sighs.
Listen to my cry for help,
my GOD and King!
I pray to you, O Lord;
You hear my voice in the morning;
at sunrise I offer my prayer
and wait for your answer.'

-Psalm 5:1-3-

eh.... if u ask me why i share this verse, I dunno... Jus have the feeling to share...
maybe it has touches my heart lor..
no idea!!
DING DONG!!

Jus Some Thots On Friends!

2006-07-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

People, Friends around you doesnt seems to wear the mask of themselves to you, for they carry a mask to school everyday. May not cater to all . No matter how you feel or wat, you still have to smile and carry on with your POWERPOINT PRESENTATION every single daes till you get out of RP. This is dumb.

For you know that you will be changing class every 6 months which is a semester, then people dont mind making enemy in that class but appear very nice outside the class, for there are still 5 more times to change class and the probability to be in the same class is oo.0000001.

So basically, I don't understand what happening to my class?? 1 group verus the other group. For if you were to be close to a group the other group will think that you are backstabbing them, vice versa for the other.

This is really DING DONG!! They are like small little kids.

Making friends turns harder as you grow older.
When you are a small little kids, making friends basically thru playing toys!!
then slowly, you have to talk and talk and talk and become friends!!
then when u are in secondary, slowly open up and take initiative to talk and make friends.
Now, making friends is jus like when you are in secondary school, but u don't know if the friendship are real anot...
For maybe friends with you for you are rich/ knowledgeable/ have ties in school/ ...
now those friends around you, are they TRUE FRIENDS?!?!?!?

Moi First Post!!!

2006-06-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

*Ding Dong*

Anyone home???

Please open the door... Please...